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Just had to put this somewhere...yum!

No muscle here...

So it has been quite a while since I posted anything in here, but since I'm probably the only person who read it... it doesn't matter. But now I need some place to vent.

I'm a little ticked off at "bigmuscle.com". After working out for a year, loosing about 50lbs, lifting four days a week, and building muscle... I finally decided to that I would create a profile there, as previously I didn't really consider myself to have enough muscle to deem a profile worth. But now, I'd like to think that some muscle now...


Apparently "Your photos and profile are not in the theme of the BigMuscle.com site so it was removed." Thus a profile about loosing fat and working on building big muscle is not appropriate for a "Big Muscle" site. They recommended I create a profile on "normalgay.com", not that I have anything against normal folks but I am working to get a bodybuilder's body and not just the norm.

I've visited the site quite often looking at almost every profile and there are quite a few folks are a lot scrawnier than me on there. So why is ok for a scrawny guy who is building muscle (aka bulking) to be on there but not somebody who an x-fat guy who is building muscle and loosing fat (aka cutting)??

Eye Candy

So I'm back on the SGX routine this past week... the gym has definatly been a bit busier than usual, but nothing terrible compared to the horror stories I've read from other people. I did kinda get snippy about it on Tues, but I'm over that. Besides... with the new year comes new people, and when those people are cute... well. Ya there was a new kid in the gym this afternoon and yes he did distract me from my squats briefly. Total blue collar look... white tee, blue jeans, and worker boots. Adorable. Now I know the gym is not a good place to check out guys (unless it's in the Castro), but sometime you just can't help it.

Oh and did I mention purple shirt guy came back the other day too :-)

Hot inspiration of the day...

So this guys is such an inspiration... He's lost 73 pounds to date. It never ceases to amaze me some of the transformations people go have gone thru.


One day I will look as hot as him.

"He's kind of cute..."

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Originally uploaded by ironick.

So I was showing my friend Michael some photos from Halloween and then ended up on this photo which I took to post on BigMuscleBears.com which I was also showing him (he likes bears).

The funny thing is that when the photo came up he said... "Oh, he's kind of cute", then there was a pause, gasp as the hand covers the mouth... "Oh my god, thats you!" (as his face turns red)... he didn't recognize me... it was great. LOL. Guess I'm actually getting there regarding being a muscle bear ;-)

Ramble Ramble Ramble

So it's been a while since I updated the blog and figured I'd ramble for a while...

First off, SGX-wise... update macros and continuing to hit the gym, however, not much visible progress :-/ Hopefully this week will yeild some results with the updated maros, in addition it will be the one month mark.

Work ramblings... We moved to a new building. Down-side: the gym is no longer just downstairs, I don't get to see hot purple shirt guy (who just recently re-appeared) or any of the other hot guys. Up-side: I'm in the same building and on the same floor as sales... and there appears to be a pre-requisit for being a male sales rep that you have to be in shape and good looking ;-)

Fourm ramblings... Found out the crazy-eyed guy form Folsom is actually a member of Tribe and has posted in "tribe" I joined. So I said hi ;-)

Tech ramblings... After several trips to Frys, I was finally successful in connecting my PC to my TV/Stereo last night so I can now watch the porn (I mean) movies I have on my computer ;-)

Halloween ramblings... Its Halloween time!! Already started on getting my Halloween decorations and props ready to go. Still have a ton to do before my party next week. I'm also working setting up some special effect stuff with my PC, TV, Stereo, and X-10.

Back on SGX and my modivation...

I haven't posted in a while on here, mainly because I took 3 weeks off and then had to deal with my apartment. But I'm finally back on SGX and actually following my macro's again. I just wanted to repeat a comment my friend made the other weekend... "Folsom really makes you want to goto the gym..." and my god did I agree. Yes, I like the men of the Folsom Street Fair.

Dispite a friends comment that I looked good my new rubber shirt, I know there is still room for improvment. And there will be improvment. Come next Folsom I want to wear my rubber and show off a years work of hard work. I want to be the one of the men that others come up to and say "Hot! Can I get a photo?"